Losing..

U cm across a lot of ppl in life.. Nobody except ur family n a few frnds tht remain constant in ur life.. Still hw is it tht v never get used to losing ppl.. ?

Ppl u walk away from for their own good or ppl who walk away from u, losing someone due to death, or in any other way, why don't v get used to tht feeling.. Why is it painful Everytime..?!

Sm ppl leave a hole in ur life cause they were soo much a part of it.. A hole tht just saddens u, cause somewhere they had become an integral part of ur functioning.. A hole tht tks yrs to fill and may be then to wid a few cracks.. 

Does this tell us not to let any1 become a part of our lives to tht extent..? To never tk tht risk cause it really hurts toooo much.. 

I don't know why this suddenly popped in mind today after actually having a chilled out day with frnds after ages.. Had a good day.. But again not a wink also of sleepiness.. May b I'll read.. Clear my head of these thoughts.. Heard someone lose their grandmom today, same happened wid another frnd a few days ago.. May b thts why these thoughts r there.. May b...