:(

Hv this feeling, dunno wat, dunno why..?! Making me soo uneasy..

Had guests over(as usual), so did my bit of socializing n everythin abs perfectly, smiled at d needed times, made conversation, everythin.. But inside wanted to just runaway, go n shut myself in a room, shut my ears may b.. 

Hv to shake it off, this feeling.. Not likin it.. N m not a person whose d kind to shut themselves.. I like company, m at my best wen m socializing.. God knows wats eating at me..

Even d rains n amazing weather not cheering me for a change..