Bystander..

Have been wanting to write from a while nw.. First didn't hv d time, nw don't hv d words.. 

Things keep happening too fast.. Feel like life is racing by, n m standing abs still.. It's my life right?! Shouldn't i b a part of it instead of just a bystander.. 

Everyday there's a new situation, things I just can't do anything abt.. Things I have to wait out and hope..

It's not like m d only one goin through it.. D whole fam is in d same situation, but I don't say anything to any1.. Keep clowning arnd, so tht atleast for sm reason there's a smile on d face of d ppl I love.. 

September, my fav month, for obvious reasons, m looking fwd to.. May b even I'll start moving this month wid life, instead of just standing there..