Empty sky

Jumble of thoughts in my mind.. Can't focus.. Sit down to listen to music... Sing along loudly.. Drown out everything else, but forgot d Words of d song tht I know by heart.. 

Sat down to write then, tht always helps, clears my head, but been staring at this page for a while nw, and this is wat cms out.. 

Too much shit goin on arnd me.. V fagged out. Hv a headache from 2 days tht doesn't go, not feeling too well, and just need to sleep, which is exactly wat m not doin.. 

Keep getting up at odd hours in d night, 1,2,3,4 am, literally one hr intervals, like someone's calling me, but wen m up there's no one there.. Nothing on my phone even.. 

M probably making a big deal out of nothing, I should just shut up n sleep in d day on my day off.. 

City's been seeing semi storms from 2 days in d evening, kinda feels like d weather n me r related.. 😏.. Storm wid in n storm outside.. N nw there's an empty sky, like it has nothing more to give, no more water to pour, just like my eyes..