Friday, 12 February 2016

Just wat d doc prescribed!

Been really unwell these past few days..! Lost weight, energy, and god knows what else.! Somewhere down d road also lost a lot of my patience, not cause I ws ill, but cause of d helplessness, cause wat all tht ws putting my family through, seeing me like tht..! 

Tried, I really did, to b bright, to b energetic, but couldn't..! It ws like complete emptiness..! Never felt this way before, never wanna also.. Then spoke to someone I know who says, like u need to loose any more weight, why don't v get these things so v cn shed some! Seriously! Ws sooo upset, really yelled.. M sure they were kidding, but still why would u wish something like this on urself, n is ur weight really tht imp! 

Then came the final stage of being hyper! Tht ws d last day, ws like this tiger, who nobody dared mess wid.. I ws just screaming and yelling at everythin!! M not like tht.. Kept telling myself to calm down, but nothing helped, n well didnt like myself, so don't even wanna think abt wat others thought! 

Finally better, recovering, getting my strength back, and my frnds came over, and I had a wonderful day! It ws the perfect remedy.. 

It's days like this wen u realize, tht 'Friendship' is just wat d doctor prescribed!  ;)

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