May be another day!

Have sleepless nights these days.. Just cannot get any sleep.. No one to talk to at d time cause nobody can match these haywire sleep timings.. N hence don't wanna disturb any1... 

I keep wondering how I've come to a point where m getting up at 3 or 4 am everyday... I get up like someone's waitin, callin me but wen I do there's no one.. Check my phone for texts.. There's nothin there also.. 

I keep thinking lying here alone.. And tht is wen I get even more worked up.. Think of my day.. Work tensions cm crashin back.. Conversations wid ppl, good and bad.. Sm mk me smile... Think on d diff relationships in my life.. Fam, frnds.. There's nothin but me n my thoughts.. 

Sort things in my head and then replay it wid d respective ppl at a decent hour.. But wat about d things tht m not bein able to sort n hence not puttin out of my head... They stay locked away, there bothering me.. But I can't say these things, I just can't.. Even though I wanna, but I can't.. 

There's soo much to say, but no words to express.. There's soo much to say, may b another day.. Hopefully this other day will come soon..